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| COMPUTER HAS DIED! |
[02 Feb 2005|08:17pm] |
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Machinehead-All In Your Head |
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Am currently on Anisa's laptop whilst my hunk of metal is at ![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) cyber_squirrel's house (which is very nice, btw), in preparation for resurrection (hopefully). Stupid computer won't boot, but mocks me by showing me my desktop wallpaper (being Gerard and Bert) and then proceeding to log me off.
Thanks to all who offered to help me today!
I'm a bit scared that Sharon will kill me tomorrow (at my tute) as I went to see her earlier, to explain that my computer (and everything on it) is unaccessible...her words were 'well you have 24 hours'. MEEP!
Expect more detailed updates of my weeksofar when my comp is back in action...basically
Monday- Gig (where Anisa and I made new friends from Chinese Finger Trap- the drummer is Iranian! His girlfriend thought homegrrrl and I were 'HOT!'), then PT to celebrate Gill. My arse was pinched repeatedly, Head Automatica was played without me having to harass the DJ, there were scary girls harrassing Dave, we almost kidnapped a Brookesboy with a MASSIVE afro...then onto Cat's for well-oiled semi-naked men, cling film, writhing, and general inappropriateness.
Tuesday</u>- Computer died. I cried. Hangover from hell. Muchos icecream consumed mmmmmmm. Vertigo- good but not drunk enough to fully enjoy. Anisa and I watched NightmareOnElmStreet at mine afterwards, and we fell asleep.
TodayComputer could not be fixed immediately. Cried more. Panicked over essay. Computer dude at college was no help. Luckily, Dave J was. I went on a ramble around St. Hugh's, in the dark. It was quite nice actually, I've not got lost for a while! I thought I was in Stav's til I saw the football pitch...
Hopefully I'll be back online soon...
Damn timing...
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| AWWWWWWWWWR FECK! |
[30 Jan 2005|02:23pm] |
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Underoath have sold out for tonight at the Zodiac!
*cries*
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| AGAHSJBDAOSIDJQIFJWPOJFQWEIF |
[29 Jan 2005|06:05am] |
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Alice Cooper in both of mine and Anisa's heads! |
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Last night.
Amazing.
Made many new friends.
Counting down the days to Friday and MCR again.
Tonight Birmingham.
Spooky Die is the Gay Master of Doom.
And *always*, I repeat *always* has our best interests at heart.
*huge grin*
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| Just to prove that I adore... |
[27 Jan 2005|06:15pm] |
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Finished essay in time, it was about 2000 words. Pretty good considering I had no idea how I was going to write more than 160. And my presentation went pretty well, Sharon was really sweet and kept thanking me hehehehe. She was asking me how I was and I informed her that I was ill, and it was still___ill's fault.
However, I DO NOT CARE BECAUSE THIS TIME TOMORROW I'LL BE QUEUEING OUTSIDE THE BRIXTON ACADEMY TO SEE TAKING BACK SUNDAY AAAAAAAAAND MCR!!!!!
And to make my day even BETTER, I'm getting tickets for MCR in APRIL, with dan_spider, and maybe anisamaretto depending on her finals.
AAAAAND I've just learnt that after the MCR gig next week, they're FUCKING DJING AT STAY BEAUTIFUL
beingjdc, I know you tend to go, will you be there next week?
*I fear I actually am obsessed with Gerard Way...at the moment I can see erm Gerard and Bert wallpaper on my comp, my Gerard lj icon in Semagic, Gerard msnger icon on msn, the modified Gerard quote was my msn name until I found out about SB and some excited ejaculation about that has replaced it, ermmm am listening to the first MCR album, I can see my Gerard/Adam poster and ermmm yes, I need committing. JUST DON'T TAKE GERARD AWAY FROM ME!*
*collapses in an excited heap*
You gotta pity poor BuryMatt, he's sat on my bed listening to me go EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I think if we get MCR at Sabotage, that may just tip me over the edge.
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| Brrrrrr it's cold |
[26 Jan 2005|03:14am] |
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Soooo I woke up with basically next to no hangover. Woohoo!!! BUT I am feeling a little iller than I was on Monday...I've got a cold. Boo. Today was spent doing my Piers commentory *which was appalling, I'm sure*, going to class, my tutor being really nice to me about my vac essay *it wasn't too bad, but definitely NOT my best so I went up after to have a mini stress about how I can't do PP*.
Apparently I have people to do my dirty work for me...I wish they could do my uni work! Have an essay to do for Thursday afternoon *gnashes teeth*
anisamaretto came over in the evening- her hair looks soooo great! She, Matt and I ate bagels and roule before heading to the Gloc, where we met up with Anisa's friend who was really sweet, and Gayve. Then onto Disorder, which was a little quiet, but still rather good. ms_zoe and phenylfairy were looking great as always! Hula and Matt bonded over gambling machines. All was good.
Although the music wasn't really to my taste...a bit too gothic, and....no hardcore! *whimper!*
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| I am a rude mini-milk! |
[23 Jan 2005|04:47pm] |
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Everytime I see Gerard Way, it strikes me more and more how similar we are in appearance. It's starting to scare me...and others...! Cannot waaaait til Friday...and next Friday, especially due to le rumours that The Used are supporting...*pleasepleaseplease*
Didn't sleep in my bed last night *again*. That's 3 times in one week. Bah. Alcohol=badbadbadthing. No wonder I feel *beyond* tired.
Anisa came over, we bootified ourselves and had a good ol bitching sesh about all sorts, then we went to Port Mahon to see At Risk. Who were good, despite a couple of hitches and initial sound levels being off. And lots of fab people were there. I still have 'I WON'T GO FAR' written on my hands in black marker! It was sooooo great to see Carly, I'd missed her! I also learnt that Dan, Anisa and Cat would go out with me. Which must be incest. Much whiskey was drank *feels sick even thinking about alcohol* and then some of George's absinthe en route to Cat's :-/ and there I swigged a rather large gulp of his rum, and was then drinking vodka and coke *or rather, vodka flavoured coke*, and then cracked into my keg of blue WKD. Chavtastic.
No wonder I feel ill. So yes, gig good. Dan's impressions are hilarious. Then a bunch of us went back to Cat's, to drink more, and basically cause *limited* havoc. And sing, of course. Happy drunk is totally the best type.
Ooooh and and and and http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0367594/trailers *squeals*
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| *it just makes your penis go schoooom!!!* |
[22 Jan 2005|03:01pm] |
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That's the opinion on my kissing the lip piercing. According to Zachary. You gots to love him. We actually are becoming more and more like Jack and Karen from Will and Grace everyday. *is scared*
Ahhh...at least my first lip ring kiss was with the person I love the most! Hahaha!
Sooooo last night...met up with my homegrrrl (anisamaretto), went for some teeeea, saw Issy, Joe and Zoe in the Gloc, nipped to Coffee Republic, then headed to our adopted haunt, aka The Cock and Camel, then onto Gayve's for his cava party. Anisa and I left early due to bus timings...and ended up waiting for over 40 minutes anyway *silly Gayve*, and eventually got to the pt, where lots of lovely people were! The loveliest of all, being Zachary, who insisted on kissing me multiple times on the lips, to *test* the piercing, 'ohmygodit'ssofuckingsexywiththemetalohmyfuckinggod'. Hehehehe.
Dougie was out, and proceded to really piss off still___ill and his friends, by telling me that *all the blokes around you are soooo gay!* which did *not* go down well.
Oooh I have a fan in the form of a lovely American girl called Kelly, who was talking to Zach and I've met at Happy Mondays *she was the one of the group who complimented my belt*, we're 'bathroom buddies' and she 'totally adorrrres my styyyle', to which Zach decided to proclaim my drop-dead-gorgeousness to the whole of the surrounding bar area!
Then Anisa, Zach and I went to Kebab Kid, where a pikey attempted to pull me...*shudder* 'What's it like to kiss with that thing?'- response 'ask him!' *pointing at Zach!*
Then we went back to Zach's, me and him were obscene and hopefully didn't shock Anisa (I think she was amused heheh!) with our rude banter about sausages etc.etc....and met his other best friend. He is male. And looks like he should be in McFly. Zach was like *this is Fa* to which he reacted open-mouthed *I doubt it was in the 'she is gorgeous' way...that never happens!!* and was like 'THE FA!?!?!' I'm infamous! Yay! I think...well Zach is apparently known in his college as being *gay* Zach, so maybe it's not a *bad* thing!
Woke up at about 11am, on Zach's floor, and Anisa and I went for coffee republic and a brief wander, and bitch session. I loves her to bitses. I think I may go back to bed...*is sooo sleepy* so I'm at optimum bounciness for At Risk! anisamaretto is coming over beforehand and we are to bootify ourselves! It's gonna be greeeeeat...then possible trip to ChCh Indie Night brought to my attention by Matt...or perhaps PT. Again. Or maybe even Transformation. *ew...sleazy men!* Oh the optionsoptionsoptions...
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| I *heart* Launch Music |
[21 Jan 2005|01:35pm] |
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How gorgeous does Bert look in the 'All That I've Got' video?!
*swoons*
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| mmmmm roule is love |
[19 Jan 2005|02:22pm] |
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Well I didn't get to the lecture I intended to go to...ooops. Was too sleepy!Turned up to my tutorial, at about 5 past 12. Knocked on Sharon's door, and discovered that my tutorial is not today, but tomorrow. D'oh!
Headed into town for a bit, and to my delight, and the dismay of my bank manager, discovered that there is a David and Goliath shop in Oxford!!! WOOOO!!!! So purchased 2 tees and a pair of yellow high tops for 45 squids! Bargainous!! Also bought a belt, which is reallly cool, it's all red and tartany and niiiiice!
Got an email from my mummy, in response to the lip piercing pic I sent her...and she *loves* it- her words were 'it looks fantastic!'. I almost fell off my chair! She's even printed the pic out and put it on her desk at work, bless her! But my dad hasn't seen it yet, hehehe. He'll hate it, I'm sure!
Todaytodaytoday...have a nap, edit my mood scheme on here *cough, geek, cough*, have another look at Paradise Lost stuff before my tute, do some laundry, meet anisamaretto and head for The Star *we've never been, but have heard good things about it*, then Narcissists! *bouncybouncybouncyfa*
EDIT (15:54): Look at my mood icons!! NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS BAYBAY! Oooh and... ( Random Music Meme, from le Timmeh )
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| Brian McFadden=SATAN |
[18 Jan 2005|02:02pm] |
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Ok, so I've not read the article in Heat yet, but from the front page alone, and from everything he's said so far in interviews, I just want to shoot him even though he is incredibly sexay.
Last night was fun, even though I couldn't drink due to essayness. Met up with anisamaretto (add her, you bints!), and we were impressed by Poison The Well playing in the Gloc. Then we found the Hubby and went to PT, with very very wet feet *darned converse and doubledarned rain!* Was complimented by a multitude of people on the lip, quite a few of them saying it looked better in real life than on the photo I had up.
Made friends with random American girls in the toilets- 'ohmygaaawd your belt is soooooo cute!!!' Some guy tried to spank my arse, and regina_thesuper kicked his friend in the arse. Head Automatica was played, which made my night!
Had to desperately essay this morning, think the tutorial went ok, and got a commentary back on Pearl from last term, which I'd done alright in. Scoooore. Saw Biff on my way back, and we were stressing about stupid essays, and he was telling me where to go out in Cardiff, as he's Welsh and catatriskand I are possibly going to see a couple of her friends, and just GET OUT OF BORING OXFORD!
Plan for today= sleeeeep and possibly, pub!
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| Sleepytime! |
[17 Jan 2005|09:40am] |
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Well last night I was feeling a bit meh, so Hubby, despite all my pleading otherwise, being the best friend IN THE WORLD, drove over to mine, at 2am, and we sat up talking and reminiscing upon the olden depraved days of 2002. And how we needed to resurrect our old, random behaviour.
We didn't waste much time, I guess, as spooky die emerged (it has chosen to live in a pink trinket box, that says 'princess' on it...how disturbing!!!) Therefore, we are now going to SPC and SEH colleges bars on Tuesday, despite rarely going to them, for want of better company and music.
We decided to go on a drive to Woodstock at 5:30 am, buy magazines, an air freshener, and oil at a petrol station to pass the time, and then had brekkie at the Little Chef. Yummy!!!
Anyway, off to bed now. Then Piers Plowman. Woooo.
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| IT'S SO FOOKING COLD! |
[16 Jan 2005|04:04am] |
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Typical...I've been wanting to update since yesterday, but have been unable to, and now that I *can*, I'm too tired to fill you all in properly, and will do that tomorrow *you lucky things*, so here's a quick roundup for now *and for those of you who read this, but don't have livejournal, and so will probably not be able to see my in-depth post*
I have a pierced lip *pictures to follow*
I don't know if I like it so may remove it *poll to follow*
Thursday was drunken. I lay in a road at 3am whilst a van came towards me. It was fun.
Friday was also drunken.
Last night I went to see The Used with dan_spider and Anisa, fooking amayzink. We went to Underworld, in Camden, afterwards and it was chavcentral.</b>
I really really really look too much like Gerard Way (of MCR) for my own good.
Men are becoming more sleazy and weird. PT is not a good place *shudders*.
Anisa is my shyer twin. We are on the same level dammit!
Apparently I look like a 'fucking emo'. I'm not one for categories, but, if anything, I'm hardcore. Secondly, SO WHAAAAAAAT?! Better than looking like that scunk *mixture of scally and punk- you know the kind, who wear rancid tops and adidas tracky bottoms* who 'insulted' me so, in le Camden!
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| Surveynesh |
[11 Jan 2005|12:09am] |
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From le Timmeh...( A-Z of Fa )
Ooooh and Matt from home has just been in touch- he's coming on the 24th of Jan for four nights! Yayyy!!!
Edit- 1:05am I just ordered an official McFly (they're soooo cute!) calendar from ebay. I'm. So. Cool.
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| What were the words that you said to me that made me feel so special? |
[10 Jan 2005|04:37pm] |
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Wooooooo! Anisa is now coming to the Used on Saturday!!! *bounce bounce bounce*
Anyway, best dive into le shower, as Gill is on her way over, and I'm going to go cook for her and Cat as a thank you for letting me stay with them over Chrimbo and generally being the best friends EVERRRRRRR!
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| Wooo! |
[07 Jan 2005|12:19am] |
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Went to town. Met up with spazzidazzi and we went to ze pub. Feeling much clearer on things now, and happier for it.
Then went SHOPPING! Bought...2 hot pink belts, hot pink converses, a hot pink t-shirt, Xmas pressies for drop_and_roll and catatrisk, a pink badge, pink boots, a pink and black ring *think I left it at SalfordMatt's BUGGER*, hot pink fingerless gloves, a zombiebunny messenger bag, and loverly loverly black baggy trousers! I am the black and pink brigade *sorry wifey!*
Then went to Matt's and we had a chat, messed about on faceparty, listened to loads of music, had pizza, chatted to his mum, played with the cat, watched Neighbours and Eastenders, had a gossip, and I got home at about half 10.
We. Are. Le. Coolest.
Am very happy indeed...came home to silverstein, kasabian and an acoustic marilyn manson track downloaded! WOO!
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| IF you like pina colada and walks in the raaaain! |
[01 Jan 2005|04:14am] |
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HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!
My phone is buggered, so am posting my 3 number up on a friends only post just after this one, so if anybody wants to get in touch with me, you'll have to catch me on that, as my sagem is fucked.
For all of you non-lj people reading this, you'll have to call my house/email me for my new number, but I should be in touch with those of you who I think are most likely to get in touch *Dave, Anisa, Matt, Lozza, Shrek* asap.
Last nighhhht I went to my aunt's nye party woooo it was fun and I'm still drinking pina colada and Andrew Lincoln offered to call us as 2005 came in. I'm not joking...our Griff called us from la Suisse (he's skiing with the army), and was like 'guess who's in my chalet?' and we were like WHO? And he was like ANDREW LINCOLN. *cue hysteria from all the females in the room, especially yours truly!* But we all decided him calling us as 2005 started would be FAR too weird, because we'd all just be like *WE WANT YOUR BABIES*, and probably embarrass ourselves. And he has a girlfriend anyway, so probably wouldn't appreciate us throwing ourselves at him.
Came home, drank more with sis, we camwhored ourselves and played with photoshop and got the following ( placed behind a lovely cut for you all )
And I'm surprised at coherent I am as I've pretty much just necked the remaining pina colada...maybe it'll hit in when I pass out!
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| *le swoon* |
[30 Dec 2004|08:54pm] |
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Danny Moon.
*drools*
God bless whoever casts Eastenders!
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